I want to start off with one thing. I am writing this post drunk.
Today I worked, had some beer, went home, went back to work and had more beer, then went to a wine bar and had some wine and beer, and now am home.
but better than all of that, I had conversations.
I live a destructive life. I accept that there are limit which are considered acceptable for booze consumption, and then there is what I do. How I drink is not healthy, I drink a shitload, and I should cut back, but I won’t, because I was super awkward.
I’m not awkward anymore. I have developed into a smart and well adjusted individual. well… I was always smart, I just was never well adjusted in social situations. I also can admit that I have no idea how much of my being comfortable socially is due to my ability to be a drunk, and how much is due to maturity.
I also know that drinking has helped my growth as a person. If I didn’t drink, I would not be the social person that I am now. Instead of spending my time at places of drink making conversation with friends and strangers, I would instead spend my time most likely at home playing anti-social video games, and I also would have no idea what my job would be. I do doubt that I would be happy.
I’m suddenly not sure what my intention of this post is. I’ve lost my thought, but it’s to be expected, cause I’m drunk. But I am happy, and it’s not something I’ve been able to say for most of my life. I feel dirty and proud to say my life is booze. Beer more specifically, but in general, booze. I drink a lot of it, but in my free time, I study it, I experiment with it, I make it, and I use it to make things better.
I hope that this post comes off as more than a drunk rambling of a drunken man, even thought that is all that it really is.
And as well, I also want to say about the start of this blog. I want to write, I want to write really well. I don’t really care about readers, or comments, or most nornaly stuff when people start to blog. I care about me.
This might change. and you can call me out if you start to see advertisements on this site, but until you do, I should tell you this site is just about me. I don’t write on here enough, but I want to use this site to make myself better at channeling my thoughts.
So… if you are reading this, enjoy. I hope this will starting making sense.